Christians amswer only please?

No offence to Atheist. I know you don't beloved in God but I do. Just want believers to answer. So today I went into work at 9 and got off at 7 tonight and had to drive e 30 min back home. I'm so hurt I didn't get to spend mother's day with my grandma:'( I cried so bad today. Like people was calling off at work and I had these extra rooms and all. I'm so tires. I be so nice to people and I feel like they run over me. I hate my life so badly I just wanna leave this earth. I hardly get Sundays off. People steal off my cart and I don't say anything. Its housekeeping at hotel. I help pellets out when they need it but they never ask me help. Most got off at three today. And on top of that they talk behind my back. I never talk behind there's. They steal my towels wash clothes and everything. I have to keep going back downstairs to get stuff. I can't be angry at God. But will he judge me for all the good that I'm doing. I'm not perfect but I give out my all to people and they just run all over me. I hate going home too. Currently staying at my aunts and their rich. My cousin got a new car a charger. Felt like they wanted to throw it in my face. Smh I mean I'm glad she's happy. I'm just sad my parents didn't want me and past me along to my grandparents. I drive an old Honda. Thank God for a car but… Its so much that I cry so hard. Minus well sleep on the beach tonight and get a hotel instead. Just don't understand God.

My cat's breath smells like cat food.

Er… Let's pretend I'm a Christian. Is there an actual QUESTION in this mess?

For this is thankworthy, if a man for conscience toward God endure grief, suffering wrongfully.
For what glory is it, if, when ye be buffeted for your faults, ye shall take it patiently? But if, when ye do well, and suffer for it, ye take it patiently, this is acceptable with God.

That the trial of your faith, being much more precious than of gold that perisheth, though it be tried with fire, might be found unto praise and honour and glory at the appearing of Jesus Christ.

Blessed is the man that endureth temptation: for when he is tried, he shall receive the crown of life, which the Lord hath promised to them that love him.

I'm sorry you don't have it easy right now. I didn't always have it as easy as I do now. But I attribute my changed circumstances to one thing - putting God first in my life, just as you're doing now. Keep your hope and faith in Christ alone - he won't let you down.

I'm not sure what your question was.

As far as spending time with your grandmother on mother's day, she'll understand if you had to work. Just tell her you want to spend the time with her on your off day, and that will be your Mother's Day. Believe it or not, in other countries, Mother's Day isn't the same day as in the USA.

The only way to have a chance at understanding God is to read his word and ask questions (Ac 8:30-31).

Well I consider myself a christian but I kind of understand there's no God, although I believe in him. Dumb it is, but oh well.

Anyway, I suggest you to be not as good. I mean, you are living in this world not to make other lives better. You are only living in here once. Who knows if there's an afterlife? Who knows that if we're poor then we will end up in heaven?

I suggest you to get onto your feet and stop being so good to people. If they steal something from you, require it back. Become a meanie. Try to get angry on people. Persuade yourself you're angry when they insult you. It will be better this way and people will be afraid of you. Then you will be able to do something with your life.

Wait… How on earth did you answer your own question?

That's made me confused and suspicious.

Edit:
So (after some googling) you can answer yourself via a mobile device. Weird.

Shame you didn't make the question more clear. I still can't work out how to reply to it.

"Is there an actual QUESTION in this mess?"

Lots of gibberish but no question was asked.

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Go the the Library and get a book on self development.

People are walking on you because you don't know how to defend yourself.

You will be surprised at how different life can be when you learn how to speak up, and take care of yourself.

I never thought at 24 years old I would be going through all of this. Smh. I'm still gonna do right by God no matter what