Have you ever gotten into a wreck with your car and miss that car so much?

Recently I just gotten into a wreck, (last Thursday) and I'm only 16 driving my very first car. Now, due to my wreck, I fell asleep on the road behind the wheel. I was just on my way back home from playing basketball in town 45 minutes out from where I live. Imma try to make this story short but, eversince my wreck, my car is totaled, I drove into a ditch then hit an electric pole. I woke up and first I saw was my windshield, then my steering wheel which opened up to release an airbag but there was no airbag because the car has been wrecked in the past from past owners. I was hurt pretty bad, but now I've been home recovering slowly, all I think about is my parent's stressing out about money problems, me almost dying that day. And plus my car (2000 Honda Civic Ex) I was so attached too, everybody knew me by my car, I was about that Lowlife, Stance, Nice Expensive rims. I myself with my Dad built up my car. My first car. I loved my car… And that's all I think about now. I'm so emotionally stressed out that I cry myself to sleep every night overthinking about my parents and my car. I'm blessed to be alive today, and I thank God everyday whenever I wake up. I had big plans for my Honda Civic. Plus it's hard to let it go, i don't know if I have a problem or something but I would like to see if anybody could help me out with this situation. Or give me some tips that'll help me out throughout life. I miss my Honda Civic, and I wish I could go back into time and change the past.

Yes. However I was more concerned on recovering from my injuries and grateful that nobody was killed. At the end of the day, a car is just an object that can be replaced.

As the accident happened recently you may still be suffering from shock that is affecting how you handle things emotionally. This will fade in time. If you're still having difficulties in a week or so, see your doctor who will be able to advise you on counselling or other assistance.

Wishing you could change the past is ultimately self-defeating, the best thing you can do is learn from the experience and move on.

It's just a car. And hell, a Honda.